Date: 2025-05-26

From the ashes we will born

Why practically everyone, including me, stays stupid?
The past, habbits, safety, comfort, fear. Our nervous system, brain,
every cell don't like change. They always ask and chose well known
misery instead of the change. Our system is keeper. We experience
something, save it, remember it and repeat until we die.

There is nothing in our body that will push change, that will push
jump to unknown. Many parts are hidden, accumulated from childhood.
How we remember relationship of our parents, what we learned from
parents, friends, people around just but observation. How we
experienced "home". How it was to experience our first loss,
first love, death, punishement, reward, fame, shame, everything.

All is remembered, fixed. Then obviously, when we are older, we want
many "good" things, experiences. We want love, safety, home, things,
appreciation, status. What we do to get it? We just repeat old saved
steps, old behavior. We don't really push to reach the true home, true
love, true happiness or satisfaction. Instead we do everything
possible just to get what we remember from our past, mostly our
childhood. That is coded hard into us, into our DNA, into every cell
in our body. It's practically our firmware. Most of the time then we
act based on this learned, hardcoded piece of broken code. Then we are
not searching for the truth, for someting real, for true experience,
for something better. We just want "home" as we remember home, we want
a partner that will bring us a relationship as close as possible to
relationship of our parents. We usually have no idea and don't accept
this in mind. We are not aware of this. But that does not matter, the
programm inside of us is running and output will be obvious, our past.

If you meet some idiot today, you can be almost certain, he will be
idiot tomorrow too. People mostly don't change, they repeat until they
die. It's rare to see real change between humans.

Some those programs are loud, visible, strong feelings, inner voices.
Some are very subtle, quiet, almost hidden, not certain during our
observation. They all work hard to keep us in the past. To keep the
status quo, stay in the well known zone, no matter how harmful it is.

To change this and really live, one has to be rebel. Question
everything, not just outside things, but also own inner processes.
Feelings, instincts and obviously that biggest machinery in our head,
thoughts. We have to question also whole environment around us.
Everything affects us. From the color of our t-shirt, position of our
table, view from the window, how we walk, how we talk. Every detail
matters and everything we do is coming back to us as a bumerang.

Purity isn't clean, it's what survives the fire.

The rebel must start the deadliest fire ever burned and burn
everything in sight to the ground. Nothing will remain, nothing will
be known. Every static piece will be demolished. All our data are
corrupted. Everything is broken, nothing real. All has to be
questioned, burned to the ashes. Then rebel can start to discovering
life and most importantly himself, true one. The past, comfort,
safety, stability, background, scripts, teachings, ideologies, dreams.
Burn everything. It was never yours, it was your chain, your cage.

Good luck hero

You can't find yourself. You burn, destroy, and build yourself from
the ashes. Ashes are the birthplace of gods.